I never thought, not even in a million years to experience much of this life’s unfolding. Not really being sure of where one has come from. Far less, where one is even going.
Though I write in this one moment in time, all the other previous moments just flash before my eyes. I think to myself, I got it all wrong as I recognize life’s perception kept changing as time moved on.
Sometimes, just only sometimes, the things you are running from end up to be the things you are running towards. Chasing the shadows of one’s life only brings him closer to what he truly deserves. I come to realize this one thought:
"What I have is what I want to have. What doesn’t exist is meant to be that way, for it is not part of my inner identity."
Today, I decide to just yield into the present self, accepting and just appreciating the quiet self, the pondering self, the inquisitive self. That is who I am and I wouldn’t change it for the world. I also accept the least understood parts in myself. It is so, because it just is that way. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Today, I wipe away old perceptions, setting them sail to the winds. I embrace the changing self, making a welcoming and loving home for her.