It is interesting sometimes, knowing how life goes.
The more you think that you want something, the further away it moves away from you. Yes, that law or repulsion.
But I do ask? What causes you to want such a thing in the first place? How was that desire first placed there?
Isn’t it a cruel game that one plays when he searches out his supposed object of desire only to find out that it was only a mirage first shown him.
I tell myself. Get out of those cruel games. For you play with matches.
Get out of life’s seduction. A target it knows best. I say axe it. Have nothing to do with it, lest it bites you like a predator cornering its prey.
Don’t you already know that anything that tantalizes the senses is quite the vanity. It is not real. For the sensual self only injects imaginative venom for the kill.
Now I tell myself, having life’s vanities is not worth such a life. For after having had a cup of its pleasure only makes one sick. For we already have so much burdens to live through already. Why add another one to the list.
Less = More Learn it. Live it. Love it.
For vanity only kills. To live is to die to vanity of self. What pleases me most is to be free; to not be bound by the things that I may deceptively think bring much pleasure.